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somewhere in kansas, there’s a village missing an idiot…
yep, i’m the village idiot…not proud to admit it…but damn kids, i truly am an idiot and, worse, i’m my own worst enemy…can you say self-sabatoge?
at the moment, i’m not of a mind to divulge any gory details…suffice it to say, i did the same stupid thing i always do…and then i’m going to let you use your imagination…those of you who know me well are probably a step ahead shaking your head and saying, “damn is she ever going to learn?” good damn question…
the ridiculous thing is i’m an intelligent girl who knows better…they say insanity is doing the same thing over and over hoping for a different result…nowhere has this been more true than in dating/sex/relationships…we fall for the wrong guy, let our libido (or a couple of glasses of wine) rule rather than our heads ala he’s just not that into to you…WTF???, fall for the unavailable ones, yada, yada…you get the picture…all those stupid mistakes we’ve made in our past relationships or encounters or whatever the hell…insanity? yep, i must truly be insane…
so how to break the pattern? just when i thought i had, i realize i obviously haven’t or i woudn’t keep kicking myself in the ass…”dumbass, dumbass”…and guess what? i have no answer…not even a smartass one…kinda goes back to that old hand on the burner thing…even a child knows better than to stick his hand on a hot burner more than once…and yet full grown adults cannot seem to figure it out…how to teach an old dog new tricks…hmmm, maybe that’s more applicable…in any case, HELP! if you have suggestions, know a damn good hypnotist, or maybe just a really good shrink, please let me know…
oh and if you’re truly a glutton, and are extremely interested in the gory details, shoot me an email…we’ll talk privately…
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The Diva's Thoughts March 27th, 2007, 3:05 pm
Boy you sound so much like me!!!!
lisa q. March 27th, 2007, 4:43 pm
aww girl i’m sorry…jk…that just meands you’re frickin’ fabulous too…lol!
Stepping Over the Junk March 27th, 2007, 7:21 pm
I hear ya. I have just reunited with my chef-man, we were together for 2 years, separated 6 weeks ago and now going to try and break our patterns together and try again, with some outside help. For me, it helps to have his support and he mine, I think. Instead of starting over and going over and over and over with new people.